About Bread + Fish
I'm in a class rightly called John, because it is a study of the fourth gospel. There is so much I like about John. I love how John writes I think. I like the emotions I get while reading this book. I love that John feels free to be confusing or that the Lord feels free to.
I was reading today about the feeding of the five thousand. Now since chapter 5 an entire year has passed and Jesus is once again being an obedient Jew and showing up to the feast. However, Jesus knows the evil, unrighteous priests and sanhedrin aren't going to feed the people's spiritual hunger, so he takes them to a mountain.
I noticed this about Jesus. Jesus wanted to teach the men who had traveled to Jerusalem spiritual things, but he knew that the men needed to eat or they wouldn't hear a word he'd teach them. Just like Jesus always was doing probably, he tests Phillips faith, and asks him how they should feed these people. Philip fails this test, and mumbles something about how much it will cost.
I can almost see the look of frustration/disappointment/yet perfect, patient, love as he glanced past Philip to an approaching Andrew. Now if you know anything about Andrew you know that he was always bringing people to Jesus. (What a great testimony by the way) Now I saw something today that I have never seen before. I imagined in my mind that Jesus was about to make manna fall from the heavens, and water spring forth from the ground, but....There was a boy behind Andrew who he wanted to talk to first.
Now you can read about this miracle in all four gospels but only John mentions the boy. The word paidarion is a double-diminutive meaning literally a "a very small boy". The same word is used to describe the probably pickled fish, and barley bread (barely by the way was considered grain fit for beasts).
I like to think that this boy pleaded with Andrew if he could please give Jesus his fish and bread. I think the boy had the faith of Joshua as he ran up to Jesus. Jesus probably embraced this poor, pathetic-looking, little boy, and I think he winked at him and whispered in his ear "watch this son"
This tells me several things. First that this boy had a good father. A father who was a good Jew and attended the feasts he was supposed too. Also, a father or mother that knew to let his boy run to Jesus with whatever he had and see if he'll take it. My friends....He'll take it everytime. How many of us have so much more than bread or fish, lets see what he'll do with it. amen?
I was reading today about the feeding of the five thousand. Now since chapter 5 an entire year has passed and Jesus is once again being an obedient Jew and showing up to the feast. However, Jesus knows the evil, unrighteous priests and sanhedrin aren't going to feed the people's spiritual hunger, so he takes them to a mountain.
I noticed this about Jesus. Jesus wanted to teach the men who had traveled to Jerusalem spiritual things, but he knew that the men needed to eat or they wouldn't hear a word he'd teach them. Just like Jesus always was doing probably, he tests Phillips faith, and asks him how they should feed these people. Philip fails this test, and mumbles something about how much it will cost.
I can almost see the look of frustration/disappointment/yet perfect, patient, love as he glanced past Philip to an approaching Andrew. Now if you know anything about Andrew you know that he was always bringing people to Jesus. (What a great testimony by the way) Now I saw something today that I have never seen before. I imagined in my mind that Jesus was about to make manna fall from the heavens, and water spring forth from the ground, but....There was a boy behind Andrew who he wanted to talk to first.
Now you can read about this miracle in all four gospels but only John mentions the boy. The word paidarion is a double-diminutive meaning literally a "a very small boy". The same word is used to describe the probably pickled fish, and barley bread (barely by the way was considered grain fit for beasts).
I like to think that this boy pleaded with Andrew if he could please give Jesus his fish and bread. I think the boy had the faith of Joshua as he ran up to Jesus. Jesus probably embraced this poor, pathetic-looking, little boy, and I think he winked at him and whispered in his ear "watch this son"
This tells me several things. First that this boy had a good father. A father who was a good Jew and attended the feasts he was supposed too. Also, a father or mother that knew to let his boy run to Jesus with whatever he had and see if he'll take it. My friends....He'll take it everytime. How many of us have so much more than bread or fish, lets see what he'll do with it. amen?
